convinced myself i MIGHTTT have bpd cause why am i having panic attacks over a breakup bro

ill learn to be good for you

my boyrfriend is so pretty

 i dont understand why he doesnt think so, he makes my heart skip a beat, makes me feel weird things whenever i see him, i could nevee get a single ick from him like how id be with other men, i love him so much :c 

i was never good enough, even the amt of grace i consume nor the amt of poison, i will never please anyone even myself

why did u say i was gifted if i never actually had anything in the first place mom

this blog is just filled with me questioning 😭😭

wait till he sees me breakdown for a week n lock myself without eating nor showering

am i difficult to love

i just wanna be loved damn

GETTING HERPES WAS NOT ON MY BINGO LIST FOR 2024

 

hope you knew how much i love you