a kid

 this is such a weird thing to rant since im still 14 (going to turn 15 yayy) but i always feel like im behind everyone else?? like i know everyone's diff and no one's going thru the same shit at the same time but it's like my classmates they all connect n always shares the same things in common but i don't i just can't fit in, i feel like a kid between all of the,, i can't understand the way they understand things, it's like i'm a sore thumb sticking out, i don't wanna be like this anymore, it's so stupid and so childish idek what i'm saying anymire but i hate myself sm