little doodle doo crush

 APRIL IS NOT FINE! i have uprak coming and class 12 just graduated.. i know this one kid from class 12 and he’s like 90% my type, we never talked and i embarrassed myself in front of him and he’s not here anymore YET?!2?22 IM SO IN LOVE?? ITS SO CRAZY BUT I STALKED HIM IN SOCIAL MEDIA LIKE GUESS WHAT?? I FOUND HIS MIDDLE SCHOOL CLASS PICS 😭😭, anw shoutou to ananta for at least making me have a crush

beating her ass up

 oomf is prob the bitchiest bitch ever(if u can access this blog then u prob know who im talking abt)

like mf?? im doing this ppt all by myself for the sake of this group work thing idfk but then i also had to do yall’s easy ass work?? 

also please shut the fuck up just because u habe the privilege of time and money doesnt mean poverty sounds nice LIKE U ARE DISGUSTINGGG (gonna beat her ass up so bad)

b bali

 BRO IM ON A TEST RN AND I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE, anw sampek n ingtay is so rachel coded

haircut

 my haircut fucking sucks they butchered it

economy

 i have a feeling the title already speaks itself ;;

being born in a family where economy isnt the highest really fucking sucks, u see all the ppl around u enjoying shits that u cant, u cant hangout without worrying how much u spent, u cant have nice things cause eventually that isnt actually urs and now ure stuck worrying how hard ur parents worked just to buy u things, everyday u cry while daydreaming how it wouldve been like if everything were better, hoping things would eventually improve but yet life isnt as easy as writing a blog ffs it just wont happen

a kid

 this is such a weird thing to rant since im still 14 (going to turn 15 yayy) but i always feel like im behind everyone else?? like i know everyone's diff and no one's going thru the same shit at the same time but it's like my classmates they all connect n always shares the same things in common but i don't i just can't fit in, i feel like a kid between all of the,, i can't understand the way they understand things, it's like i'm a sore thumb sticking out, i don't wanna be like this anymore, it's so stupid and so childish idek what i'm saying anymire but i hate myself sm

SCARY AHH CAT

 BOBIN BARUSAN KYK WHEEZE GT TRS PILEK TAPI JG KYK MAU MUNTAH CMN KYK MAU MEONG BRO AK BANGUN DENGAN SIGAP ELUS DIA AN BANTUIN KYK WTF WAS THAT

sighh

 this is so random but its my blog so who cares

i wanna experience teenage love :( like every1 around me has a partner which they can tell stories to n just find comfort but guess what i cant fucking experience that cause idk how to accept feelings or just have one like a genuine one, i think trauma really fucked me up cause i cant see a future where i would be happy with someone or that person would be happy with me, i hate this so much, i get rejected over n over till im fucking sick of it, time is running out for me n the only people i could cherish in an unexplainable way is bts like ik that shit's corny as hell but u gotta understand me at some point 😭

SIMSYSIMS

 IM PLAYING SIMS 4

honestly vcomplete meltdown over deleting all the ccs cause i thought my sism broke turns out i just need to repair it fuck. no because i had this gay married couple who looks hot as hell bcs it is based on taehyung n jungkook n ITA GONE LIKE THEY R ALL BALD NOW FFS I CRIED but anyways at least i get to shopping spree ccs again with a new wardrobe ;;💢💢

me n my friends pictures

 hanging out w my friends is just therapy imo but i won't lie i get drained easily that i started to doubt if i actually enjoy being w them or not, i hate how just a single slip can make me actually doubt everything it kinda sucks honestly

anw here r some of my fav pics w my friends *idk how to move pics

1st blog post ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

 i am very late at using blogposts but yea first ever blog wooo!! 

i will be talking in eng/indo n all this will just be liek a asmall diary where i post anything that sounds or seems memorable

anw im getting a new haircut 

alsoo listen to thids beep beep noises